Frankenfish? Not so franken after all.

What's a frankenfish?? Probably you guys got it through a movie of a gigantic man eating fish with ugly appearance.. Freaky eh? Kids, if you guys are wondering what's that movie about, please consult your parents as this movie is a adult content video. Parents description advised. As you guys can see on the above picture, it's just a fish found in Silverwood lake, Califf. Around the United States and range up to China, Russia and even Korea. (More to be updated.)

Spirits. Is it what people says it is?

Spirits are all said to be the people who left earth but was trapped in the world due to different distinctive beliefs. Picture shows spirits appearing around this little house and as we can see they're are transparent. But since spirits are also used to be human, why are we so afraid of them? Was it our subconcious? Or was it that we're confused by the fact we acknowledge such sightings as ghost? We believe that such occurance might be due to brainwave. When someone pass away, what's left of them are actually brainwaves in their memory block of the brain. It actually emits waves around for us. When such waves are accepted, our brain projects such wave into our nerves to our senses llike hearing and seeing. The stronger the brain wave the more significant the appearance. (More to be updated)

Patience

People please have some patience as this blog is undergoing some change..

Was there a way out

Was there anyway to life without misery? What happens when all you have to face everything alone.. No friends.. No one to understand.. Hear.. Share all your pain? Was there even hope? Or was it just curl up and die? What happens when all your dreams and fate crush down in front of you? All your happiness faded.. Turn it's back on you.. changing everything to a mere nightmare.. Where you'll wish to wake up and everything is fine again.. Here's the story.. I'm a loner.. Who bears the pain and trouble in me.. Who wish all these nightmares would go away.. And wake up in happiness.. All I dreamed of.. All I seen.. All I wanted.. Turned into a nightmare.. I can no longer find my way out.. This abyss is dragging me deeper in.. Until I'm being oblivion.. I was left with nobody to share my pain.. Not even a soul.. The once happy man was history.. All there is left is a fading spirit that has lost in everything.. Home.. Warmth.. Care.. All gone.. Nothing in me is left.. Was there a way out? How? I'm not letting go of the past..

Broken Pieces Of Shards

I don't know what I'm doing or where am I heading.. All my life seem to have break down and starts to fall apart.. Although I'm happy in appearance.. But how can I disguise what's in my eyes? This life is like a shard.. It grows as the life gets better.. And suddenly.. It breaks.. All there is.. all there was.. All completely broken and torn apart.. I can't run away from the fact that I'm sad.. Even putting a smile won't help.. Broken.. Anger and sadness has help themselves in my soul.. What should I do? How should I react? Is this fear that has haunt me since small? What is this fear in me?

A life I have to make a difference

Perhaps this is life I have to accept.. Making decisions.. I finally know that there's no mutual decision.. There's only option 1 and 2.. I don't want to be the 1.. But it's always I have to choose.. Either 1 of these would change another.. Pick 1.. Goes another.. And this decision always comes.. Is this a curse? Why am I always the 1 to choose? If I choose 1 of them another will be bad.. Either 1 I choose.. I gain nothing and lose something.. And if I don't choose.. I lose everything.. What is going on? I'm broken all the way to the very core of my heart where all my troubles come crashing on me.. I'm the 1 being in middle of everything and I have to make 1 decision.. 1 decision that will cause either way go bad or either way difficult..I can't seem to make the right decisions.. Everything left unsaid I have to make the decision to choose.. I can't escape no matter how far I run.. What made me like this.. I guess It's fated in me.. I know where i stand in every ones eyes finally.. I'm just a puppet.. God sent me down to show the world what a twisted minded puppet he can create.. To let me know.. How suffering is life.. I guess in my past life I've been a bad person.. Maybe something bad.. Until God punished me to be on this life.. To suffer.. To bear all the pain.. All the fear.. And i realised I'm a plague to people.. Same time I'm a tool.. Used or not is the people's decision.. Maybe this is the fact I have to face..