Was there a way out

Was there anyway to life without misery? What happens when all you have to face everything alone.. No friends.. No one to understand.. Hear.. Share all your pain? Was there even hope? Or was it just curl up and die? What happens when all your dreams and fate crush down in front of you? All your happiness faded.. Turn it's back on you.. changing everything to a mere nightmare.. Where you'll wish to wake up and everything is fine again.. Here's the story.. I'm a loner.. Who bears the pain and trouble in me.. Who wish all these nightmares would go away.. And wake up in happiness.. All I dreamed of.. All I seen.. All I wanted.. Turned into a nightmare.. I can no longer find my way out.. This abyss is dragging me deeper in.. Until I'm being oblivion.. I was left with nobody to share my pain.. Not even a soul.. The once happy man was history.. All there is left is a fading spirit that has lost in everything.. Home.. Warmth.. Care.. All gone.. Nothing in me is left.. Was there a way out? How? I'm not letting go of the past..